Sometimes it is hard to not let others influence you... Not in the sense of making you do the things that they want you to do, but in how you feel. Today I am exhausted. For the past month I have been making an effort to move forward in my work, in not letting others push me or at least delay me. And everything was going more or less well, I was pushing myself but I felt that it was paying off. However, the person that should be helping me moving forward, guiding me, seems to only increase the chaos in my life, changing his mind every other day. In wanting everything for yesterday that person makes it impossible for me finish what I am doing. And then wants everything finished and done, with no loose ends... It makes me feel has if I am not trying enough...
I'm tired...
